Futile Days

         This is to share how lazy I can get by not updating this blog site of mine. I made a promise to myself weeks ago to at least post a blog or two every week, and as you may see, so far my last entry was during Mother's Day. I'm detesting myself now for bumming around during the past days. I've done nothing worthwhile since time immemorial. Yes, I mean it. On certain occasions, I force myself to open a book, the only book available (the least I have since that's what my brother is majoring) is Psychology (which will be one of my subjects this coming semester), and read it starting from the authors' descriptions up to the first five pages, and from there, I stop. I can't even recall what I've read and understood; If I've understood them, well, that's still a question.

        Next Monday, on the 6th of June to be particular, I will come to class as a sophomore already. I'm expecting a lot of things to change, of course, for the better. I'm referring not to the looks of my blockmates (because I love them just the way they are, especially YOU), not also to the facilities we have, but to the subjects we would be facing, and by that, I'm including the professors: to teach as effortlessly and as challenging as their examinations are, and to be fair as the spring and autumn equinoxes are giving day and night. But especially, I'm expecting more from myself: to be productive each day and during every opportunity life's giving me. I'm hoping to improve my rendering techniques both in handling watercolor and color pencils, which for sure I will let come into being. I'm hoping also to be firm with my decisions, and not to waste any chance that will be given to me; my plan was to get semi-active on my extra-curricular activities, and to apply once more as a Student Assistant at ITC (Information Technology Center, the one that's responsible for handling and updating the PLM website and Facebook, and other matters which involves technical matters, apparently), but I'm again promising myself to be involved on the latter for this sem only. With regard to my extra-curricular involvement, I was appointed by the UAPSA former prex to be the 2nd year representative, and since I'm willing to try it, I accepted the post. I just don't know what responsibilities it will leave me but I'm just so sure that it'll be just so light that it won't interrupt my studies at all.

        This year and in the years to come, I'm gearing up to be productive as I can be, and set my direction straight by focusing on my studies. But I'm not closing my doors to that 'momentary beating' of my heart that if that comes, so be it. 

      I guess this is it for now. Tomorrow I'll be getting physical with some high school friends at Badminton City and will proceed to ITC afterwards. Uhh, my fail, I mean later. Good night!